When i die...

For very long time, i was thinking to scribble something about my death.
The feel was so strong and intense in recent days.
Like a letter, testimony, message, couldn't name it!
But thought to write something before my death.
Thought that it should sound alive even after my demise.
And shockingly, came through Bollywood actor Sushant Singh Rajput's suicide.
This is not a suicide note!
Definitely not!
i don't wish to die so
And i oppose it, sternly!
This is to all my family, relations, friends, enemies and every soul with whom i travelled till my last breath.

After reading this, don't message or call me, with a coat of obituary feel!
i would LOL at you.
Read it and
Move on!

AND HERE IT GOES...

When i die
Do visit and

Sit against me

At that moment,
Don't ignore me
Just as a dead body
Because i will be near you
Hearing you
Hearing your soul's murmur
About me and
Our relationship

Vent out all your feelings
Especially anger, frustration, despair upon me
i wish to hear them all
Everything!
Because
i wish to leave
With peace and smile
Not on me
But on your face!

And strictly no praising!
When i am lying down breathless.
Because i averted those
When i was clinging to my breath.

Send me off
Like a nobody
As/If you treated me such
When i was alive

Trust me!
i wished only good to you
And all around me

And remember
If i was not with you
During your tough times,
i was busy fighting
With those demons
Dwelling within me

Bid goodbye
To my body
And not to my memories...

As,
They are the ones who remain
Forever!